Death-Day Fantasy ☄

TW: suicidal ideation. How did I make it here?! Seriously. I never expected to live past 20 but years are going by and I am still here. I really don’t want to be though. Life sucks. Take me to my grave already please. That’s all I fucking want. I don’t know what it’s like to […]

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No Finish Line 🏁

TW: eating disorders. I have never talked much about my eating disorder because I’ve never really understood it while also being complicated to write about. My feelings around this topic are confusing. Sometimes I want to improve my relationship with food and other times I don’t care for it at all. Having said that I’ve […]

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On A Break 🔋

Well, I haven’t posted in a while even though I’ve wanted to. Got a few post ideas too but oh life has been messy and I am not doing so well. I am exhausted and ready to drop. Having said that, thank you to those who read my blog. My writing is often dark but […]

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