Who I’ve Become 🕊

I keep coming back to this blog by Renea Di Bella (which I mentioned in one of my first posts) titled ‘Redefining Success in Order to Stay Alive‘; her words repeating in my mind like clockwork. In the eyes of society I was doing so well. Got a degree, took on further study alongside a […]

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Knocked Out 👊

TW: suicidal ideation. It’s another one of those life update posts. Unfortunately I haven’t been well enough to be able to focus or have any energy to write even though I’ve got a few ideas. I guess those ideas will come to fruition when (and if) the time is right. Chronic fatigue has become a […]

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Death-Day Fantasy ☄

TW: suicidal ideation. How did I make it here?! Seriously. I never expected to live past 20 but years are going by and I am still here. I really don’t want to be though. Life sucks. Take me to my grave already please. That’s all I fucking want. I don’t know what it’s like to […]

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